When i get tired of myself.my mind and my heart
Yesterday;
went to school, had OSA common test. after the
test my mind when very messy. cause During
the test i didn't focus at all my mind think of
other things. i told myself Connie Lim it isn't
the time for you to think of all this things. &
ya i try so hard to focus. & finally my exam over :]
had all sort of lesson & my mind when wild.
i'm not in the lesson at all during CTR. my soul
went somewhere else after got a msg from E.
& my gastri pain is killing me. reach home;
rest a while & prepare went to meet
Pohyi, ChunChun & Benji. we went to Bugis.
went topshop & we both buy a top each .:]
after that went to change pohyi shoes. & went
shopping around. about 10 grandpa came to pick us
up & bring us home:] so sweet of him LOL. & grandpa
go off after that & we slack..& wait for cynthia to arrive.
after a while we went home & reach home had my bath ,
ate my gastri mcdi & i went to bed. i'm tired.
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Today;
Today;
morning woke up at 7 i tot i am going to school.
& after that i rmb ya no school today. so i went
back to sleep. then 9 plus woke up again i tot
i going to work. & ya i see the phone it friday today
so i went back to sleep 12 plus woke up lying on the bed
thinking of hell lot of stuffs & get out of bed at 1pm.
cooked a little food for myself as i am still having
gastri pain .. & ya watch snooker last esp. wow
nice i love this show :} while watching this show
my mind went thinking of stuffs again..
& later around 6 or 7 going CSC with pohyi for singing session.
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i have been thinking alot,
nobody would ever know what i'm thinking
because these are stuffs that i would never
tell a human. if anything happen i will
handle all by myself. i don't want anyone
to feel worry so i kept quite. don't blame me.
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i hope i didn't choose the wrong one.
i feeling odd too. but i am taking this
path seriously. not a game anymore.
maybe i'm thinking too much or maybe ...
......but anything take time :]
......but anything take time :]
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i won't let anyone to stop what i'm doing.
(i hope so) LOL. :] but my bad temper kills me!
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ilovemyself
ilovemyself
