last timme at pool photo
Kim meng (uncle), ChunChun anf YunFeng.
my 3 Best buddy :] ChunChun, Dennis and Of cause Benji
this time i really broke down.
i cried cause i recalled the past
and i do things that make me
cry hard today. DDDDDDDDD!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
why the past your word make
me ffeel so happy but now
all your word had become
tears for me? i shouldn't re read
our everything right?
now i miss you even more...
i hate myself for can't letting go
it is a painful for me you know?
hope you are really fine and happy now.
Today wow i sleep till 5.30 pm!
wake up on comp thenn
8 plus meet cynthia boyfriend and xiner.
after that i went to cut my front hair -.-
ok lahh a bit short but ppl say not bad :]
went to block to slack with them
then vanessa came and left?
then some other friend came ?
then around 12 i went home..
then i read the past and i cry hard..
i read and saw your msg in the past
i suddenly feel that you really love me alot alot
in the past... how come i asked myself
how come thing go this way why not the opposite?
didn't you say before you want to keep mme forever
by your side even you going to fool around?
why youu didn't? i didn't blame you before i swear
all and everything i blame myself..
i dun get into relationship now
cause i dun want to fool around anymore
i have not been myself for very long.
i want to be back that stupid and loveable
me .. i want to find back myself..
omg i am going to be 17 this year
getting so old.. ahhhhhhhhhh
13 more year i will be 30 you know?
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