Dennis and Chun Chun:]
BLEH:]
me and Chun Chun
mini is dennis catch one:] Doramon is Chun Chun catch one:]
(THANK THANK)
quite long didn't post le:]
i watch 2 movie this week
one is love matter(8.8/10)with family
another is Wedding Game (7/10)with
Benji,ChunChun,Vanessa,cynthia and Xiner:]
Sunday 01-02
went to cityhall called chun chun and dennis pei me go
go there to shop for my school bag :] 70 bucks.
then went to eat qi ji after that catch bear bear..:]
went to subway for the cookies.. and then rush back to lot one to watch
Wedding game .. fun and happy day for me ..:]
Monday 02-02
went to Jason house after school
slack at is house and have fun doing thing ..
watched tv... and in the end the thing we make
aren't that nice to eat..haha...
reach home help grandma out
for the praying i am so tired but i still wait till
the whole prayer finish.. great grandma come my house for a
night :] my great grandma arent old OKIES? :]
Tuesday 03-02
went school after school
prepare and went to watch movie with family as
it is a family day for us.. had NEW YORK NEW YORK
after movie:]
Wed 04-02
after school went lot one with yu zhen and michelle
walk for awhiel i went home after that called benji
then benji came my house slack and watch tv for a while then
we went down to lot one to walk walk.. walked then whole lot one and finally
we found out cynthia they all at lot one.. after that slack went helen.. benji
cab homme and i walk home:] reach home on phone quarrel with SOMEONE.
without a reasonable REASON... then i hangup and think of the past..
then fall asleep.
Thur 05-02
Today went to school
had no OSA book so the whole 2 hours i am slacking
damn tired.. sleep for awhile..
after school went home and prepare to meet benji and dennis..
to woodland to watch movie... and now i am waiting for the time to come so tht
i can watch mymovie:]] awhile more i think i going to meet benji first:]
Many thing go through my mind..
i asked myself what have i been doing..
i seriously duno.. it like someone
get into my body and doing things i dislike..
i think i have been doing many dislike thing for the past
8 months? i think i should have enough of it..
i shouldn't play around anymmore..
i seriously making myself a rotten girl
because of youu? .. i think i shouldn't anymore
i think i should make myself better when you are goneso
that when you come back to me you will impress.. this
is what i think ( dreaming isn't it?)..
is that fate? or it just god fooling me around giving me hope?
i not sure..
i asked myslef thousand and million times
why can't i let go of him? NONONO..
the inner me tell mme no you can't
even if you let go you will still cry for him
no matter how far he is.. nouse..
i rejected you again sorry.
infact i reject two person
really sorry i didn't know that
going out with you meaning giv ing you hope
i jjust want you all to treat me as a normal friend
nothing else.. i am not going to have any relationship
now.. study, friend and beauty come first..
D. give me one more chance?
i won't make you angry ...
i will be you very good girl
i won't msg other guy. .
i won;t cry infront of you..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
dun eeven know have you
see my blog..after that...
:]
anyway today got test and GOOD LUCK FOR MY RESULT..
when i feel so weak i just need someone to cry to.....
that ANANIMAL.
Now i going to learn how to love myself alot!!:]
