I still believe miracles
I still can't put someone else inside my heart
No matter how good you treat me
No matter what we have done
No matter how many time you bring me home after work
No matter how much break time you give it to me
No matter how handsome/rich you are
i didn't know why
maybe give me more time
maybe you can stop wasting your time for me
But I'm very glad that i know you this friend.Mr Handsome(JasonJ)
i didn't shy to ask youu i am sure we won't know each other.
when my grandparent and mummy discuss
things with me i cried, My grandma and mum said
that they didn't want to choose for me
so you no need to cry you dun want then
dun want lor ..
my grandpa said : she not cry because of want or dun want
she cried cause of heartbroken...... and whatever lahh
i think my grandpa really understand me well.
actually i cried cause i think that whyy is that me again?
whyy other ppl in this age no need to choose this yet i need to ?
i know money is important that why you all want me to change
but if i change it will maybe change my whole life?
i really messy up in my head.
actually i didn't know want to change anot is also cause of him
if i change will my fate with him is forever gone or better?
i duno which one is good for me and which one is bad for me..
what if he want to find me yet can't? cause i change?
actually i say about my name
maybe i going to change my name
i duno should i anot -. -
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
god take me away from here.
god bring me to a place where i am alone no
love no hate it all friend. - .-
how i which i can see my future. -. -
wahahaha dreaming!
