Benjamin-:]
Dennis-:]
ChunChun- :]
& this is me :]
this few days alot of things happen,
i reject Richard. i didn't now why
when he ask i think of you(D.him):[
i duno why too. i know i didn't
forget youuu(D.him). i know myself
you're still that one and only guy i love deepest.
how can you teach me how to not love youu?
after someone told me something that
i know your (D.him) love is real.
i cann feel it, and i'm scared.
God, Pls Bless him with good health
No matter what thing he done wrongly
Pls Bless him with good health.
Bless him with happiness.
& God, i really hope to have another fate(withlove) with him.
even if that will shorten my life a few years i won't mind ..
this question ave been in my mind for long
D.him, how are you found someone you really love yet?
Or still playing around? When will you go next year?
Go to poly? ( like you told me in 18.03.08)
Or Go to NS? ( like you told me in May)
Life without you is sad.
Sometime i think if i didn't have a relationship with you
maybe i won't be that sad & maybe still friend with youu
but if i didn;t have relationship with you i won't know you love me
so much and i also won't know what is happiness in love life.
& i will never know what is xinfu.
i am finding job now and hope i will get to see you again and
see that you are well .
Career is what i want oto force on cause i found my love one
and i hope fate will be us back .. :]
Connie Good luck LOL :]
some friends say i have change alot .
