went to school a per-normal.
i did look sad in school
but at the same time i am joking
laughing talking making myself to laugh.
i know i didn't laugh happily but i know
laughing the pain out in school is the only way.
sorry, making people so worried for me.
CPA is alway the lesson which i will laugh,
cause i will make things become funny &
laugh together. i look deep in my mind in class.
although pohyi come sit next to me chatted with me.
after sch take bus to lot one after a while went home.
i wanted to stop thinking & feeling sad so i took a yucky
pill & went to sleep.
Without your caring i feel so weak
one whole day i didn't msg you. cause you told me to leave you alone for awhie.didn'tgot your msg one whole day is a painful day,i wanted to msg you but you asked me to leaveyou alone so i tried, its hard but i tried. cause i
wanted to be your good girl listen to you. i didn't criedtoday but until mummy ask me to ask you come thissat. i went to room & cried out loudly, how to ask you to come when you told me to leave you alone? how to get my boyfriend on sat? can someone tell me?all i know is i cried for a week. 7 days! cried till my eye feel pain.can you tell me what are you thinking or what happen?no matter what problem or what mistake you make/have i willstill want youuu. because you are the only one who can makeme really feel happy. infront of you i might cry but i criedcause i think i shouldn't hide what i feel inside cause we are together, shouldn't have something hide inside us.can you tell me how long is your awhile? it have been 9 dayssince you didn't really msg me. ya its only one day i didn't msg you.but the day seem to last so long. i think after one or 2 day more i willstart to msg you bahh.. did you think of me today i asked myself.
3am woke up to blog just to tell you good night.my dear boy.
a miss heart inside me
