Life's Beautiful[♥Connie]

morning wake up. prepare &thiing. when down to eat. buy food for him & myself to eat. that uncle so cute again lahh say where have i gone this few week lols. then go chinatown mrt he meet his friend then i call SISTERS! they go extention so i when too.. WEETS! after extention we when LJS eat & SISTERS TALK! haiis.. SISTER! everything is your choice lahh. you have an answer in your heart don't youu? we won't know what will happen in the future, so think about it lahh. :) SISTERS ALWAYS. when to the book store lahh stupiid i and xiner sout & talk so loud with all the fuckking word out very lost face lorrr... XINER!!! your fault lahh lols.. kidding. i shouted first. FUCK! lols. when back to the LJS staircase sit they *slack i sitt.then cynthia ake pen knife out. haha.. she start drawing her hand with lines . then i tae it my turn! i crave out FUCK ♥ . cause really stress , don't know what to do . pain lahh maybe later goiing to buy penknife. =D then called him meet up .. then my mood when very bad. didn't want to talk much. don't want to speak wanted to cry everythiing out loud but i didn't . walk to carrebean when into the cafe. so nice lor that the right feeling right mood when i am there. that the only place all my unhappy& saddness go away. when there no mango cake asked the waiter see if inside still have yes have the last pic mango cake. :d after eating when for a walk there is very beautiful lah that the place when i am moodless when i really MIA i willgo to that place for a coffee. after that walk back to rt my mood when all the way down again becasue i don't should i say it anot? but i didn't say it.. when he left i when to a small corner & cried for about half-an hour feeling so useless ! why i don't dare to say & ask. hais useless person!~ when tiong house take thiings then take cab home (CCK). when home mummy KPKB. i when cryiing again lahh shouted at her FUCK YOUR FATHER DIE LAH.. then i when cryiing & high self high . i like goiing crazy lah so emo so sad le i cann still laugh & joke like nothhing happen. around morning 6.00am. then put my mask & cry to sleep. my enlish super poor lahh don't understand then never mind.
haha.. lallalal. till here byyee.

SISTER!~
I LOVE DUM DUM BOYFRIEND LEH HOW?
DUM DUM BOYFRIEND!~ :) hahah.

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