today morniing wake up. when to take passport. so take mrt all the way to laveder. haiis.. wait for the passport wait for about 2 hours. alone.. sms & chatted on phone.. but still bored & unhappy. & a guy help me with somethhiing.. then after that we ex-change number.. dun wish to gif de.. but thiink of ...... hai gif bahh...then when my own way duno where to go.. feel like goiing for a drink so i when there myself. casue is afternoon not many ppl there. after that ii when to Ray's saloon. he dye for me brown with some patch of red. but not so brown .the red so red lor.. NICE.. then have dinner. then when aunt house to have a sleep . night 10 i take mrt home.
KH say let everythiing be normall but how to be normal when he is not normal. ! ii even act happy in his msg.. like nothhing happen.. but he still like that..i tot after today everythiing will be normal but thiing dun seem like thiis anymore.. you say ii must to be auto dun scared do anythiing lost face or what.. but ii just dun dare to askk even i really want to. what should ii do!? you siick how i wish ii cann do somethiing for you now but ii duno how to say that too you..-.-"'
wish to know what on your mind.. actually ii can't stand thiis way anymore.. ii am tired! reaally tired.. cann you tell me what should ii do to youu.. ? it only one week , i feel like so long & tired. cann i carry on for next week? or months? i just keep cryyiing-.- everythiing on my mind is youu so whatever i do ii willl make mistake.-.- don't believe ask michelle. in the pass i am not like thiis.. ii will be very careful in wadever i do but now ii getting more careless.. cann someeone tell me why ii become like thiis.? if ii can choose ii won't wannt to be ur gf ii just wann to be ur camera. haiiis.. cann see wadever you do and sayy to urself-.-
i will prove to you ii am not what you see,next time.
lols.
EMO~
life sux.
byebye..
everybye is important cause maybe it is the last time..i cann say it.
haiis.. bye.
takecare..
